My Lonely Valentine

This Valentine was like so different..

For the past six year, i havent felt like DEEPLY-lonely as im feelin now
But i think bein alone, away from ppl can be a gd place; a place where theres solitariness & one has only oneself for companionship. Its also a place of discovery, where u get to unearth & learn new things about urself.

The prob is, Human wasn't made to be alone, to be by himself all the time. Therefore, its KILLIN me deep inside, all i wanna do is scream & yell & bite & cry...or sometimes LAUGH out loud..

My "Only One" isnt with me TO celebrate valentine..
My "Only One" is now SOOOOOOO FAR AWAY..
idk wut else to say.. i feel like im loosin my grips & the rest of my faith
Im weak, yea I AM & I admit it..
I cant endure anymore..

But no, i wont give up,
I've learned from YOU that no matter wut happens, i shud keep tryin and strugglin..
I've learned that i shud enjoy every single second in my life, cuz every 60 seconds i spend angry or upset is a minute of happiness i'll NEVER get back
You even taught me that even the one person who wasnt supposed to let me down, probably will..

So, because of wut u had taught me, i DID enjoy my lonely valentine's day tho IM SINGLE, how?
I made myself a valentine's card, i wrote inside it :" I Love Me, I Need Me, Happy valentine to ME".. then i hugged myself <<>
And I WON! im feelin great now..

So i'm suggestin to EVERY single person to do the same
To remain happy & celebrate their lonely valentine Alone..

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